Okay, it really has NOT been a good week. In fact, it has been a lousy week. So much so that if you have some positive energy (spell, prayer etc.) you can send my way, I would be very grateful.

First, in the midst of my comprehensive exams and midterms, the second computer blew up. I don't mean that figuratively. There were sparks and smoke. If Troy hadn't been there it might have set the office on fire. Looks like the power supply. We are hoping it hasn't damaged the mother-board. We have order a new part.

Then things with Tina have been worse again. More threats, ultimatums and other attempts at intimidation. Looks like a legal battle may be unavoidable. Something which will be both financially and emotionally costly on both sides.

Not bad enough...

Monday, March 23, my first comprehensive exam question is due. That is the 30 page answer to the question is due. I have been reading and preparing for months and had set aside this week, spring break, to write the damn thing. Then I got a stomach/intestinal flu which kept me in bed or the bathroom for two days. I can't remember the last time was that weak and in pain. I am just now strong enough to get out of bed again and hold food down. That means I have only a few days left to write -- not a sane situation.

Lastly, as if my moral wasn't low enough. I received word from the Sexuality Studies Grant that I was really needing for my dissertation research. I didn't get it. That was the grant I had the best chance at and that would actually cover my expenses. The other grants are much smaller and less on target. (Not to mention I won't hear back on them until June!)

Folks, I am really, really down. I am going to go light a candle and hope for the focus to finish my exam paper and the good fortune to help with everything else.

Love,
Dawn